October 10, 2013

Love Song Friday, Volume 115

Today is a I need to write my feelings type of day. I am at a loss. Lately, I have been praying for God to challenge me and he is. He is 100% challenging me. But now I am praying for what I am suppose to be learning with these challenges. Make sense? It doesn't to me either. I am asking God to show up... every day and he is and I don't know what to do now. I am learning that I have to pray and be constant with him every minute of the day. While that sounds extreme, I am learning that an early morning pray can wear off by say oh, fifth period class. I need him around all the time and not just on my terms.

God is teaching me something. While I am not sure what, I do now I want it. I am praying for these challenges but trusting in the outcome that I cannot see. I cannot even begin to see the end but I do have one little glimpse. But how can you want something that you have no idea about? I just do. This day, each day is a gift from God. He is shaping me and molding me. I get so far off course when he isn't around. I fill my days with garbage and negative. I am thankful he hears me. Even in the earliest of mornings, darkest of days, God listens to me. That brings tears and takes my breath away at the same time.

I do not know the future of my life at this moment. A lot of things are up in the air but I do know that I have this blog and Fall weather and family and friends and the need for a happier day to day life.

One song that I turn to every time I need a pick me up is Hey Jude by the Beatles. Nah, nah, nah, nahnahnah....

Happiest of Friday's and weekend friends. Remember to stay clear, focused and refreshed. :)

Image via Style Me Pretty by Patrick Moyer Photography


  1. Aw, sounds like you're facing some tough times, but keeping your chin up. And that's the best way to move through a struggle, I think—chin held high!

    Oh, ps: the above image is quite lovely, but I'm afraid it's not mine, though you've kindly given me credit! Just a heads-up. Hope your weekend turns things around.

    1. I think I got so excited to see your work for the first time that I gave you credit! Ha.

      All is updated and thank you for your kind words :) Not tough times but promising times.


I would love to hear from you! Let's encourage one another.